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You may see me smiling
But you don‘t know what I‘m hiding
I may laugh out loud
But you don‘t know what this is all about.

I might be misunderstood
Think of me as not so good
See me as unsociable
But I‘m just lacking of confidence

Lately, I‘ve been feeling unwanted
or is it just in my head?
I feel so invisible
by being unnoticed by all.

Thought a lot about my actions
Have I done something wrong or too much?
It hurts to be avoided
and to be unappreciated.

I should let this go
I should be able to do so
I should forgo being pessimistic
I should be optimistic

Today this is what I’m feeling
Tomorrow I hope it‘s different
Today I am emoting
Tomorrow I will be really smiling